I'm fine.

Whispers come to me in the darkness.

These nightmares wake me in a panic.

This empty bed is bigger than I imagined.

Your body use to be so close to mine.

These bedsheets are cold and lonely.

What happened to 'love you forever.'

People will hear me say, "I'm fine."

I have no choice but to be fine.

If I crack and you see my insides.

Would you run away or would you stay?

Gentle touches haunt my body.

The need to feel your loving embrace.

Are you embracing someone else?

While I am weaning off my addiction to you.

You want to leave, Just leave.

You want to stay, then stay.

This Chaotic Situation Is Tearing Me A Part!

but... I'll keep saying, "I'm fine."

"I'm fine," is what you will hear me say.

I have no choice but to be fine.

These words come out like I have torrents.

"I'm fine."... "I'm fine."... "I'm fine."

My poker face facade is melting off my face.

My scars are ugly and deep, deep, deep inside.

These nights are lonelier than I imagined.

Tears burn like fire in my eye sockets.

Shards of my broken heart blend my insides.

A Smoothie of anguish, heartbreak, and love.

The flavor of my pain must taste bitter when you kiss me.

Kissing me, touching me, holding me, loving me...

Pushing me to insanity with these temptations.

I succumb to temptation and fall back into your arms.

Holding close, breathing each other in...

Confusion, frustration, sensations...

I give into your warmth with just one touch.

Slowly, daily you have been pulling away from me.

You left me broken and alone.

But I will keep saying, "I'm fine."

While you're with them...

I'll keep saying, "I'm fine."

In the dark... "I'm fine."

All Alone in this big bed... "I'm fine."

I have no choice but to be fine.