I Just Wait

I JUST WAIT

In a time of false appeasement

And so in blinded love

Dishonored intent and shallowed ways

Were both the fitted glove

In my ice cold vacuumed empty soul

A burning ember then did grow

And forged ahead

Passing all i know

Life is measured

By the joy it brings

When all is right

Comes the soul that sings

When smiles came easy

Life seemed won

But with looming darkness

All was done

The jealous snake

Wound round their necks

The misery of self doubting

Loves cold disloyal sex

Comes the disorder

With dreams unspared

Life is the silence

Of love unshared

Always in darkness

Cold and alone

Left pondering motives

So far from my own

Cold freezing new sorrow

Has no hope for tomorrow

Ive built the new stone me

Im just all that i borrow

In whirlwind chaos

Love grew hate

Time will tell

But i just wait