I just need a rest
A sincere expression of how I feel right now and why it's important to share
I just need a rest.
Don't think too badly that I'm not here.
I'm trying my best.
There's nothing wrong and nothing to fear.
I just need a rest.
I'm taking a break from the virtual world.
I'm losing my zest.
I need to recharge, let this tightness unfurl.
I just need a rest.
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Some of you may have noticed that I've not been on here as much lately. I am weary and there are many contributing factors. Vocal is and isn't one of them: I love the opportunities that this place affords me and I love the people I interact with - but the AI, the fakery and the plagiarism get me down. I need to escape it until I feel comfortable to deal with it again but I miss you, readers, friends.
I need a rest and so, I am taking one. Back soon. Don't think too badly of me.
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Comments (20)
Get some rest Rachel. We will be here when you get back.
Hey Rachel!! Hope you're enjoying your much deserved rest!! I just got back from one myself so I'm playing the good ol' catch up game!! Congrats on your leaderboard placement a few weeks ago!!
Wooohooooo congratulations on your Leaderboard placement! 🎉💖🎊🎉💖🎊
Do it, and unapologetically so Rachel! At the end of the day, it's the real world that we truly need to live in. Take the time to rest, to relax, to recuperate, and to spend time with both real friends, and yourself. Places like this will always be here when you feel energised!
Come back soon Rachel. We all need rest. I really feel this too. Have a good one. We'll all be here when you return. All us REAL humans, not the bots. They can f*** off x
BritBud - You so know I've totally missed you! Just thought your were overloaded with household chores...like you always kvetch about..! Odd, when I did the sketch of you typing away with vigor; A-i is sucking us all dry...! Within my profession as well as most the 'machine' is making us all LessThan! - My Respect Always - Your CalBud
Will never think badly of you or anyone who needs a rest! Vocal like so many things can turn into a hamster wheel that everyone needs to get off at some point. Enjoy the rest! I imagine I'll be needing one soon, but the summer series of challenges have caught my interest so I might keep at it for a bit if I can
Take your time, sweet Rachel! We all need that at times. Sweet dreams until then...
As always… a delightful poem. I will greatly miss you along with your wonderful writing and comments, but you need to look after your dear little self. 🤗Praying you manage to rest and recharge.💖
Super Rach, you take all the time you need. If anyone says anything, drop their name and I'll bash their faces in. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️
Take care Rachel! See you when you return! Blessings 2 u!
No bad thoughts x You are wonderful and should do whatever you need to make you happy 💜
Nothing wrong with taking a vacation from Vocal, my friend. I will of course miss your creative zest, wit and wisdom, while looking forward to your return once you have recharged!
❤️ I'm sorry you feel like this, and I really get you with the frustration and being tired of it all. Take the time you need, and focus on recharging yourself.
I have wondered if you're okay. I also take long breaks, usually to do with my health or my children. We all need to prioritize our real life first. Enjoy your time away. Hope to see you back when you're ready.
Rest well!
Take as much time as you need, my friend. Real life is more important than virtual and at least some of us will be still here when you come back, I hope. We do need to exchange emails, though, just in case.
Enjoy your rest, Rachel ♥️ Be kind to yourself :)
Oh I did wonder…. I sent you a message but it said user unavailable. Just take all the time you need. And it will be wonderful to read your stories again, when you’re ready. I do understand…. I feel like I’ve been in a funk for months. Wishing you all the best Rachel. Just take care of yourself.
I won't. And we all need one, don't we?