I Hate You

I hate you

“Hate”

I hate the way you look

I hate the way see

You're sick

“I hate you”

I hate the way you repeat things

“Hate hate hate”

I hate the way you count things

“1234 1234….1234?”

I hate the way you can't trust a thing

“Again , 1234 1234 , 123 ? Wrong , again, 1234, 12345?”

Pathetic

You can't even think right

“Nothing ever feels right, 1,2,1,2”

I hate how you're so obsessive

Let go

“I can't let go, where will I fall? It's the only thing holding me”

You have nothing in your grasp

You're holding onto nothing

Can't you see?

“My sight is clouded, I can't see through my own thoughts”

I hate you , “I hate you”

I hate you , “I hate you”

Can't you see , “Can't you see?”

Shut up , “shut up”

Stop repeating yourself

I'm not ,

You're not

Am I ?

Who?

There is only one voice.

I hate this

I hate this feeling

This feeling behind my eyes

It's so heavy

So much pressure

I can feel my neurons tying into a million knots

I hate this

I hate this

I hate this

I hate this

It never ends

I can't handle it

Please God

I beg

There's no relief

Help me

Please

My pain

Has made me so

Alone

I hate you.