i hate being bad but it feels so good

I'm so bad but I want to be good

I tried my best to keep my cool

I should have stayed in school

There were things I did that was not cool

I was so typical

Things got physical

Girls beat me down

Want me to be down

I hung out with wrong people

Who made me do wrong things

Made me less of an individual

I'm blinded by visuals of the warning signs

That I should have said bye bye

I hate being this way

I think I need to be put in a cage

My blood boiling in a enraged

It's such a rush

I want to keep it on the hush hush

But I can't

I don't want the silence

I just want mad violence

I wanna be bad

But I hate it so much

It actually makes me feel good

I want to do it again