I Feel

I feel like a fool. 

I feel ashamed. 

I feel like the biggest idiot,

Ever known to man kind. 

I don't know what in the hell I was thinking. 

How I ever felt that I was in her league at all.

How I ever felt that she would see me as anyone worth her time.

(Outside of friendship) 

I see them pictured together.

I look at her.

I look at him.

It broke me down.

I don't know what ever gave me the idea

That I could ever be a qualified competitor for her affections. 

I knew today was going to be a long day,

But I had no inkling of just how long it would be. 

I feel like crawling under a rock,

Not showing my face again,

For the amount of embarrassment I feel.