I Am Amy Reincarnated

I am Amy Reincarnated.

I am sadness and pain but to whose gain?

I am no one special. Not to you, or anybody else. Poetic and beautiful; but how? To who? Who are you? Not mine. I am wasting my time cause I'm blue.

My thoughts are dark, my heart is broken, my mind is trapped, these words unspoken; cause I'm in fear. You lisen but you don't hear. Are you near? No, you're not, so why bother?

Who or what am I really to you? Nothing; and just as myself, I will do nothing.

Pain is bland. An empty nothingness as you sink quietly deeper into quicksand. It's a slow process, like getting over knowing you're not quite important enough. It's a slow process, like getting used to being desirable, but only to a beneficial extent. To who? Everyone..? God please send me anyone; to love me like I'm the only one. Let me be the quicksand that devours you, and eats you up inside.

If I were gone, would it break your heart? No because you're not alone. Lonely is such a slow and low tone, that vibrates and shocks your body until you wish that you were gone.

Lord will you take me tonight? I want to shine bright like the light you see when you're almost home.

Where do I belong? Not here.