Human Weapon

Disillusion’s just part of the illusions,

I try to comprehend, but you just add to my confusion.

Turn me into your Human Weapon.

Same old sins, I’ve just got new confessions.

My bullet-wound contusions, my heart shaped bruises.

Every time I win at life, it still feels like I’m losing.

Used up as a Human Weapon.

I’m not so mean, just bottled up some huge aggression.

Inject your steroid in my neck to synthesize your freakshow.

Mutating through my skin, I can give you a peepshow.

One with Mother Nature, but it feels like I’ve lost her.

Born with my halo, but you made me a monster.

Although I really wished that I could be with you.

From the bottom of my soul, on my life, I mean it true.

I starve, yet careful what I feed in to.

Every night I fall asleep is every time I dream of you!

I’ve hoped you’d soon indulge me.

But I can’t let that control me.

Not close enough, but I wish that you’d soon be.

My thoughts are usually good, but sometimes they consume me.

There’s a tear in my heart every day that I want you.

Wish God would take my side, but I don’t think he wants to.

Wear my shoes, but you don’t know what I walk through.

Every time I walk away, it’s back to you I crawl to.

You're the voltage in my body, it’s almost like I’m cybernetic.

With parasites in my brain, and thus a perfect bioweapon.

Your pure-pollution is part of no solutions.

I don’t need to question when it’s scientifically proven.

Riot shield, and I’ll be your Human Weapon

Not fixated, you were just a new obsession.

I’m busy poisoning you, please don’t interrupt me.

I never want to be the same, I like when you corrupt me.

I know it must be tricky.

I can’t let the nightmares get me.

I am your curse, your blessing.

I’ll be your start, your ending.

I’ll be your first, your second.

Make me your Human Weapon.