Matrix

You see the world so different, only constants is the change.

Don’t think me unrealistic, I’d be shackled in my chains.

I’m covered in your blood ‘cause that’s all that still remains

The games have just begun, now they’re coursing through my veins.

I’m running towards you, let us pray that I make it.

You can’t tell what’s real, you are trapped in a matrix.

Drink a cold glass of me, but you don’t know that I laced it.

You’re too far away, yet so close I can taste it.

You live life so different, only “unique” is the trend.

This feels unrealistic, but the fiction is my friend.

They see you finally happy, then try to bring it to an end.

Mix the music in my blood, and then I bring them to a blend.

I’m crawling towards you, and you’re ill-equipped to face it.

I’m walking through a dream like I’m stuck in the matrix.

I drew a portrait of you, but you don’t know that I traced it.

Fuck me against my will, then fall in love with my rapist.

If I seem indifferent, you can hear it in my voice.

I’ve said it so many times, now my words just sound like noise.

They think I’m unrealistic, really that’s my only choice.

Loving you is danger, but really that’s my only joy.

I'm desperate for you, I don’t care if God hates it.

You can’t tell a soul until you’re out of your matrix.

You’ve seen me cry over you, but you don’t know that I faked it.

Break me until I bleed, then fall in love with my sadist.

I’m coming for you, I won’t rest until I make it.

Choose the red pill or the blue pull, and then pick a time to take it.

Don’t let me fall asleep, I’ll fall right back into my matrix.

Had your number in my head, but you don’t know that I erased it.

Your warmth is freezing cold to me.

Your name’s just reading code to me

It’s your soul you sold to me.

All the new’s becoming old to me.

There’s nothing like a thrill to me.

So pop another pill in me.

I can feel it still in me.

Escaping right now ‘cause this fucking place is killing me.

To change the world so different, always something in the way.

I can’t feel a difference from a night up to a day.

You won’t leave the matrix, I hear that it’s not fair to say.

I couldn’t bare to leave you, but dammit, it’s not fair to stay.