How often we forget

There are but two sides in every human

Wishing, thinking and hoping

they are righteous

Forgetting,

We are meant to experience crisis

The duality in the 3D

Makes us this race, called humanity

So caught up in our materialistic egos

Forgetting our purpose,

denying our history

But it’s not a mystery

Creation wasn’t that long ago

Sinning can be so easy and tempting

Pray, repentance, our gods accepting

Or is he?

How does one know?

Every Bible.. I’ve tried dissecting

Opinions and versions are many

I myself, have more than twenty

Part of me wants to do, what is known as holy and right

The other part says life’s to short just live your life

Try everything once it’ll be alright ..

Tossing and turning in my thoughts

But god loves all ..

at least that’s what I was taught

Some books known as holy or sacred

Make the almighty creator seem wrath, filled with much hatred.

But maybe it’s the human

changing gods almighty words

Do they not think about what happens afterwords!?

Then the innocent souls

Are they just doomed for the hell hole?

What is the point of life then?

Is this a fabricated hallographic dream

Someone or something higher could be controlling us…

the physical earthly beings?

What happens when we die?

The not knowing scares me, no lie.