How My Partner That Cheated on Me Changed My Life

It is difficult to forgive your partner when he/she cheats on you

I had been in a relationship for three months and it was a long distance relationship

My partner was caring, loving, affectionate, and appreciative. There was not even one thing that possibly went wrong in our relationship

We were open to each other more like best friends than a couple

We had our share of fun times where we couldnt stop laughing at each other

Always made fun of one another we could talk to each other all day long and not get tired

I was so in love with him and there was not even a minute or day where I would sit and wonder about his feelings towards me.

He was a perfect boyfriend, always motivated me, made me happy, made me feel special from the distance

The distance never really bothered me or created trust issues

Everything was perfect it was beautiful

One day my fairytale love story came crashing down

When he confessed to me that he has been cheating on me

World felt empty

I couldn't hear or feel anything

All the dreams that I had thought would come true suddenly disappeared.

All the promises that he had made all the things that he had said suddenly felt fake loveless

He had been texting his ex and how he wants to have sex with her how he asked her for her nudes

In that particular moment I had so many thought running inside my head

Tears rolling down my cheeks

I just wanted somebody to wake me up from this dream and tell me all of this is not true

And he could never ever do this to me

He was the man of my dreams💕

I was numb the night passed away in a minute

My love story ended even before it could fully begin my dreams were lifeless my love for him started turning into hatred

Even after giving my all to him I wasn't enough

I was loyal and I suddenly started regretting it how could I let this happen to me how could I not see the real him behind his cute innocent face

Everyone kept telling me forgive him for being honest

He loves you so he told you everything

Yes I do appreciate that he confessed it to me

He saved me from falling madly in love with him

We were together for such a short period of time but he meant the world to me.

This incident has affected my way of thinking I cannot trust people I try figuring out people's true intention behind their sweet words

I decided to be friends with my ex

He wanted a chance to improve he wanted another chance to be with me

But I know one thing for sure I am not the kind of women who will forgive her cheating partner I definitely want him to be a better person and start valuing relationships

Valuing others honesty and loyalty not to take advantage of it

I still cry over our broken relationship but that has somehow made me strong it made me love me more I appreciated myself for my loyalty I can never forgive him but at least I could keep him a part of my life and seeing him grow as a better human being has given me happiness

I don't know if he loves me or no

But I can never go back into a relationship where my feelings were not respected

A cheating partner can change you a lot teach you a lot and make you love and appreciate yourself a lot