Hi, mom. I never told you before. But..

Hi mom, I never told you this before. But…

I waded out into murky river water. My feet hardly touched the slippery river bed.

“Remember, that night I didn’t come home?

Well I wasn’t at her’s or kiwi’s but with the bad boy at his house learning what a dick and mouth can do.

I don’t mean to be crude but I am being honest. I am running out of time and before it’s up I have to tell you.

I haven’t been a pure one since I was 10. I found out from an old Sunday school teacher about sitting on laps and being passed around.

Yes, I smoke weed it keeps my demons at bay.

Soupie, Justin, Jared, Kevin…

Sorry I am not lying anymore.

Show you on the doll were they touched me? I dumped that ragged thing into a fish bowl. Cause it was all of me.

So please don’t apologize I didn’t die. I just need you to know their names and see my eyes of vengeance just waiting to be activated.

I am survivor. I am a warrior. This never had anything to do with god. They used, abused and raped him too saying that he would be ok with this.

This world is making us sick and we need to find a cure before we all bleed out.

Blessed may it be,

I hope this isn’t my legacy.

Cause that would be the death of me.