He said heart knows

He said that the heart knows, but I fell in love with His state even before He began to call me.

He gives inner peace and inner strength, but it may be too strong for me and I need to be more calm.

And it doesn't come from sitting and practicing or meditating while everyone else is there to provoke it, it comes from another world and guidance on how to remain free from the world, from the whole, and in a very natural, easy way to reach the state of your true self, which is the best state to take care of your true health, healing yourself, as you always belong to the place you belonged to.

Hun Yuan qi is already nourished, now cultivate the essence you can achieve with it, beyond all the problems you couldn't solve. You couldn't just accept and digest it, maybe carrying the waves is all you need to be, always, every day, maybe you are different from others around you, so it should stay that way, stop hiding just because your life represents differences that others cannot see, feel, sense, and be in you, you have the right to be who you really are, not someone who controls, manipulates, or judges, unable to free themselves from so many different human chains, loving yourself, loving them, thank you universe, my best true friend.