Have you ever felt this way?

I’m done… Im mentally done, I’m emotionally done, I’m physically done, I’m just done

I gave it my all, I shot my best shot, I fought through the pain and have nothing to gain

I can’t believe people call me brave when all I want to do is blow out my brains..

I’ve been running full speed for years, my legs are broken, my muscles are torn, my whole body shakes while my stomach continues to ache…

I can’t be depressed anymore, my body just needs rest from the downpour.. the doubts that swirl my head make me think I’d be better off dead..

Yet here I am, leading others to the misery I’ve place on my life, saying this is all for a grand prize

What does it matter.. no one will care if I disappear into thin air..

Yet I can’t help but wonder if I stayed strong while others played my song, what if this pain is meant to be leading to something big that I’d gain..

But who do I believe.. the facts are the facts that little girl will never come back.. my whole gone black, no light in the cracks

No mercy for me, and the pain that’s come my way… I am nothing but shame and I’m done saying my name..