Haunted

Haunted

You...

I did what any good people do.

I welcomed you into my life.

So, I can treated your wounds.

But, why would you hurt me too?

Your chains were really hard to break.

You decided my thoughts like you knew me.

Saying my circle was a mistake.

"You're too blind to see."

"They're just gonna break us into two."

Shame on me, cause I trusted you too.

You asked for pictures i'm not proud of.

Since it's one thing that could take your mind off.

Saying no meant your life at stakes.

You locked yourself in a room leaving me with all the guilts and heartache.

Locked or not, nothing's changed.

Since I'm dead to you for days or weeks.

Talking only resulting in more strains.

And it's always my faults. "Sorry. You did nothing wrong. I brought this to myself... "

One wrong word, another marks on your skins.

No matter whether it's slitting or beating yourself,

You never care, "It's my punishment".

"Please... stop... I beg you. I'll do anything. ANYTHING! Just stoppp... Pleaseee..."

Crying behind of the closed door.

You never stopped.

What's the use in crying anymore?

Is this just a big mistake? I don't know.

Am I insane? I don't know anymore.

All I know, I'm not your saviour.

I just wanted it to stop without hurting you.

Life is already cruel to you, I don't want to fuel it more.

I'm lost and exhausted.

In mirror, all i see is you.

Maybe this is what you wanted all along.

To be damaged and miserable as you.

So that I feel your agony too.

But... Why?