Why am I so hard to love?
Am I too big?
Am I too loud?
I can’t do any special tricks.
I’m just a person,
but it’s never good enough.
Other people find solace,
in each other’s love.
I am embraced and left behind,
to hold on to hope for another hug.
Am I too strange?
Am I too tall?
I wait on the sidelines,
hoping someone will let me join the team.
I’ve been waiting forever,
just to truly be seen.
I am always held accountable,
yet give people so many chances.
When I finally decide to say
don’t I deserve a little better?
I’m left out in the cold.
I’m tired of waiting with open arms.
About the Creator
Josey Pickering
Autistic, non-binary, queer horror nerd with a lot to say.
Reader insights
Outstanding
Excellent work. Looking forward to reading more!
Top insights
Heartfelt and relatable
The story invoked strong personal emotions
Compelling and original writing
Creative use of language & vocab
Excellent storytelling
Original narrative & well developed characters
Eye opening
Niche topic & fresh perspectives


Comments (5)
This hit me strangely in the same way that viral spider poem hit (Ten Legs, Eight Broken). You've created a deeply moving, sad poem that I think lots of people can relate to. Beautifully done!
Gosh this hit me so hard because it was so relatable. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️
As always so beautiful and so heartbreaking. You are worthy of the best.
Amazing piece!
lovely work as Always :)