Goodie Two Shoes

I am a goodie fucking two shoes

i do what i'm told

regardless of the issues

I am a goodie two shoes

I do not party

I do not smoke

i do not live my life

the life

I so desire

i fight for nothing that i want

i just do what they like.

i have never done anything i wanted

so my regrets are few

but yet i regret not fighting for you

i speak when i am spoken to

I stay silent when my throat is burning with words

I am

a goodie two shoes

i don't lie

i do not cheat

i smile and i wear my smiles and heart on my sleeves.

i am honest

and sweet

Goodie two shoes that is me

But no one ever asked me

Natalia what do you want

My heart and desires

but small in comparison

i just want

someone to love

someone to hold me without ill intentions

someone to help me without expectations

someone to wipe my tears

someone to hold my heart

Someone that i do not fear the repercussions

of the decisions i made to trust them

But no one ever asked

the goodie two shoes

Everyone just tells

The goodie two shoes

How i should walk

how i should sit

that my emotions and feelings are fucking invalid

That you should smile through the pain

never show your embarrassed

sadness is waste of emotions

Just smile and wake your self from your dreams

I am a goodie two shoes

But sometimes i wish

I could just be me.