They say that when energy is spent doing a perpetual task, that even after the decomposition of the vessel the energy will remain and the task will continue to be done
Opening and closing doors will continue in a home even after the previous occupants of that home may be gone
And this I have seen
In my home that I held with you in my heart I still feel the opening and closing doors
The knocks on the wall
The crashing of glasses against the wall still make me jump
And your presence is still felt
And as the new tenant moves in
He can still hear the shouts that occurred for hours everyday
He can still see the shards of glass in the cracks in the tile
He can still feel the slack the door had from the countless times of it being kicked in after locked up and trespassed against
And although he cannot see you he feels you in every moment I flinch at a loud sound
I’ve tried to salt all portals and window sills and yet it has only help in keeping you in and others out
And he’s knocking on the very door in the same way you did and I feel that impending doom of a full house turned vacant
And I’ve said many prayers to let you pass on and I’ve tried to ignore you to lessen your power and yet you remain
And I’ve stayed a graveyard of past regrets inside
About the Creator
Teiah Faulk
They/She
A Queer, Black, passionate survivor… of things that should no longer exist. Parent to our future.


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