Forgive Me

Forgive me,

For I, have never known this feeling.

This hopeless connection with another’s soul.

This fear of handing my heart over for someone to eventually break.

This simple promise to care for somebody.

But also,

This constant worrying if I’ll wake up with someone by my side.

This overthinking desire to be enough.

This terrifying confinement of losing myself in another’s love.

The feeling of falling in love

Breaking

Tearing

Shattering

Me into a million pieces and not having the control to stop it.

k.f.