Forbidden Desire

A poem, Forbidden Desire

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Your pictures make me feel shy, confused, excited and inticed. They are forever embedded in my memory. Your flavor haunts me like a long lost taste of nostalgia. It feels like a memory from my youth.

I wish so hard that I can make this right for us all but I know it is only my selfishness that wants this to happen.

There is so much to lose by saying yes and so much pain to feel by saying no.

I am looking for a balance to have all that I want and want to give. I can not find it.

I ache. I can feel my emotion come down and it adds to the glide of my walk. Forever you will haunt me. In my heart forever I claim you as my own.

I am young in thought. Like this newness is rejuvenating. See all that I have to lose and still I want another taste, another feel, your caress.

My life will never be the same.