swimming deep into the depths of my salty heart
climbing out of the abyss that is my brain
scratching deep down to my bones
drowning dwindling dancing deceiving
craving highs
missing mania
accepting mediocre mundane days
coping caring chasing choking
flourishing as your mother
longing for his touch
in absolute awe
soaring screaming screwing sinking
fucking livid
anger boiling in my veins
why am i here
watching waiting wishing wanting
lost in indecision
trapped
desperate for any inkling of love
losing leaving loving loathing
one day i’ll be with you
both of you again
until then
i am strong
well behaved
and fucking crazy
About the Creator
Lace Cole
Writing makes me feel something.

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