Fighting with me against me!

I know what the outcome could be, but! I have this all under control.

Whispers of concern.

Have I given up or given in?

Does she aspire to be anything anymore?

Instead the whispers weren’t from another.

I found these whispers right in my head.

They couldn’t be misinterpreted because they were my own.

Here you are reminding me of who I am.

Fine China!

Fearfully and wonderfully made, royalty, peculiar....hearing my thoughts getting louder.

Not better!

A fight for me against me has started.

Please I need you!

Hearing my cry you answered.

Truth did not line up with my thoughts.

Yet you still offer it to me.

Convincing, yet my emotions say otherwise.

Confused at why?

Why did you answer me?

looking at you in AW when you speak into my life even after all I’ve done to you.

Your thoughts for me are always beautiful.

Here you are,again!

Giving me your time in-spite of me...my my my.

The warmth of your embrace.

No longer wanting to drift away from anything after a talk with you.

What was I thinking?

I’ll never take my love away”, you say.

Yet I’ve allowed my very thoughts to take me away from what is true.

Fighting for me against me.

I’ll never get why I was worth your time.

Yet here you are.