Fear Can Be An Impossible Deterrent
I hit a brick wall every time
Fear can be a hindrance at times
Stopping us from gaining our desires,
Unless we step out of our safety zones
Finding our courage is what is required.
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I once dreamed of a better relationship
With my father, that elusive parent,
But I freeze when I pick up the phone
Seeing my fear is totally transparent.
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Too much water under the bridge
Sadly, it’s definitely too late now,
My fear far too deeply ingrained
Face my fear, I wouldn’t know how.
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Absentee and abandonment issues
Has deeply affected me in many ways,
I keep telling myself I’ll try harder
But suddenly the years are gone in days.
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Fear is an impossible deterrent
And generally I can face my fears,
But where my father is concerned
My fears always turn into tears.
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About the Creator
Colleen Millsteed
My first love is poetry — it’s like a desperate need to write, to free up space in my mind, to escape the constant noise in my head. Most of the time the poems write themselves — I’m just the conduit holding the metaphorical pen.


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