Even When It Doesn't Make Sense

Verse 1
You find secret fireworks in a puddle after rain
Name the birds by how they argue, not by what they’re called or trained
You hold up traffic just to point at ivy on a wall
And I’m counting minutes, counting money, missing why at all
Pre-Chorus
So I try on your glasses, smudged with fingerprints of sky
Trade my list of reasons for the way you let things fly
Chorus
Loving you means borrowing your view
Standing where you stand until the colors come through
Turning all my maps on a diagonal tilt
Following the lines I never would’ve built
I don’t need the math to match to hold your hand and see
Loving you is seeing through your eyes
Even if it doesn’t make sense to me
Verse 2
You keep bottle caps like planets, spin them till they choose your fate
Read the fortune in a receipt like it’s a message I can’t translate
You call the sirens lullabies, the traffic lights a choir
And I keep trying to conduct it when you only ask I’m near
Pre-Chorus
So I fold up my verdicts, let your compass spin and roam
Learn to count in heartbeats, not the way I count my stones
Chorus
Loving you means borrowing your view
Standing where you stand until the colors come through
Turning all my maps on a diagonal tilt
Following the lines I never would’ve built
I don’t need the math to match to hold your hand and see
Loving you is seeing through your eyes
Even if it doesn’t make sense to me
Bridge
It’s not losing who I am, it’s widening the frame
It’s sitting in your puzzle without needing all the names
It’s choosing not to fix the wild, just keep you company
And finding out the world is bigger when I let it be
Verse 3
You choose pears by how they smell like thunder on the porch
Cry at quiet commercials, laugh at funerals, hold the torch
For every tiny miracle I’d hurry right past
And I slow my breathing to the tempo of your gasp
Pre-Chorus
I won’t make your magic reasonable, or tidy up your stars
I’ll live inside your questions like a room with open doors
Chorus
Loving you means borrowing your view
Standing where you stand until the colors come through
Turning all my maps on a diagonal tilt
Following the lines I never would’ve built
I don’t need the math to match to hold your hand and see
Loving you is seeing through your eyes
Even if it doesn’t make sense to me
Outro
So point me to the window only you know how to find
I’ll lean into the wonder and leave measurement behind
When nothing adds up neatly, I will choose your mystery
Loving you is seeing through your eyes
Even if it doesn’t make sense to me
About the Creator
Julie O'Hara - Author, Poet and Spiritual Warrior
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