
I don't know about you
But I am incredulous
Special arrangements ostensibly designed
To mitigate the effects of a rare and terrible disaster
Become standard procedure overnight, and stay that way
Long after the threat is reported to have subsided
For now, though there are definitely others on the way
Humans can quickly adapt to outrageous strangeness
They can grind their teeth quietly through the total disintegration
Of a familiar and occasionally delightful way of being
And its replacement by a fresh and unpleasant swarm
Of conventions and procedures and fresh jargon
That fits about as well as a polyester uniform
The inhabitant of such a uniform matters little
If you have a certain altitude's attitude
Said human being is a cipher, a simulacrum, a copy
Without an original--not especially real, you know?
One flyer in the windshield wiper of one vehicle among many
If that one is ignored or balled up and hurled at the basket
Only to ricochet into the anonymous ignominy of the parking lot
No real crisis has occurred
We need plenty of flyers, sure
Do we pause to reflect about the uniquely preposterous career of this one?
No
We must all get used to this for our safety
From one another
From life itself, really
The greatest danger comes from the other humans
Be wary of them
Potential carriers, all of them
See them as characters, while you alone are real
Understand, of course, that you are one of them
You are a non-player character in every other game
But yours
Lots of charming talk will be used
To persuade you that you are seen, that you have dignity
And that your dignity makes you worthy of respect
When phrases become clichés
Recognize them as ghosts
Rising from the corpse of an idea
"I see you; I feel seen; I want to feel seen; I don't feel seen!"
Seeing you is the least of it
A simple courtesy, really
One does not merely see a poem
One reads it
One seeks to understand and appreciate it
Not just for pleasure
Though there is that
When someone writes something just the way you hoped they would
And then does something that you did not expect, but believe was
Necessary, inevitable, the exhalation after the inhalation
When you see why they caught a thought in just those syllables
Or allowed a character to speak, without playing the ventriloquist
Or described that mundane, boring thing or person or place or idea in that odd way
Allowing you to look again, and scold yourself for missing that before
Yes, those leaves are gossiping with the wind
Yes, "Fuck!" is exactly what an intelligent, eloquent person would exclaim
When the Weltschmerz opened wide and gobbled her up
I'm so grateful that you wrote that, just that way
I understand your art, and love it
It closes the distance
It is older than any emergency
It has cruised through every crisis known to human beings
We can come to know and understand one another
We can imagine our way into the minds and lives
Of other "people" who are mere figments of our imagination
Swirling like sea monkeys in a tepid aquarium
Just because an author made them up
We can have long, passionate, frothy arguments about what a character would do or say or think under meticulously constructed, hypothetical conditions:
"Wolverine would not use his claws to carve a turkey!"
"Heathcliff would not have benefitted from SSRIs!"
"Odysseus was a slut on the road, no question about it, but his love for Penelope was passionate and sincere; need I remind you that he refused immortality twice to return to her waiting arms?"
Recall, these are just sets of symbols someone else made from scratch
The language that was handy at the time
Fiction, we can weep and bellow and rend our garments over
What about our neighbors?
What about the humans we work with?
What about our lovers?
What about our spouses?
What about our parents?
What about our children?
What about the person who brought you that panini--what sort of person has a panini delivered, using an app? Is this your life?
Generic discourse: slogans, cliches, general instructions
Muster point protocol
Form letters
Everything artificial intelligence creates
They are not for someone with a rich and complex inner life
They are for the great unwashed, the hoi polloi, the herd
The crowd in its itchy, uncomfortable polyester
With the name tag and the logo
Just to emphasize the doling out of dignity and respect
Of course, the herd is just the set of all the animals
The other characters
Who are also non-player characters
Until they cease merely to be seen
And are known
And understood
And in some form or fashion, loved
dignity (n.)
c. 1200, "state of being worthy," from Old French dignite "dignity, privilege, honor," from Latin dignitatem (nominative dignitas) "worthiness," from dignus "worth (n.), worthy, proper, fitting," from PIE *dek-no-, suffixed form of root *dek- "to take, accept."
From c. 1300 as "an elevated office, civil or ecclesiastical," also "honorable place or elevated rank." From late 14c. as "gravity of countenance."
Worthy of what?
Being treated like a background character who could become
A protagonist without warning
An extra to the dim, uncomprehending eyes of the great unwashed
But when at home, the universe trying to comprehend itself
As it tries to remember why it walked into the kitchen
With a book
The now is not then
And one, precious thing
Stolen by the plague
There is no greedier, more reckless thief, by the way
Was social proximity
No one escapes alive from this, our life
Find out what the game is like
For that random character in the background
Who's the most interesting person
You have never met
He saved a village from a dragon on Thursday
She has got to figure out a way to confess that she does not want to see him again
They are tired of being asked what they are called
Life is contagious
You've already got all of the standard symptoms
But you are experiencing them as only you can
What's that like?
About the Creator
D. J. Reddall
I write because my time is limited and my imagination is not.


Comments (5)
Incredibly thought-provoking and poignant, and with a humour mixed in. This was an excellent piece. Well done, sir.
That is interesting that you point to the paradox, while we're all part of the "herd". Love it, DJ! 💌
This is a masterpiece! Definetely one of the best things I have read on here in a long time! so much fired me up and at times my pace quickened as I got caught up in the urgency, the kinetic energy! loved it oh yes and soon to be a Top Story, no doubt!
Thanks for sharing
Hahahahahahahaha the part about Wolverine and Odysseus made me laugh so much! I loved this!