Different pieces of my heart

1) ME AND WHO

this one is one of my first poems i have written which actually made me feel sort of like a poet and it is about a guy i met for a brief moment probably like a few hours but it was magical so i ended up writing it the moment i got home.

Cupid's arrow stuck in my heart the moment i caught a glimpse of him,

the moment his eyes met mine felt like an eternity

told myself i shall not fall like this but oops my heart already belonged to him

the crowd was so big still the only one i could see was him

was trying to sneak a sight of him

but found him already looking at me shit it was too late cos my heart already belonged to him

2) Bipolar disorder

i read this book by the name "LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT" it was the first book i ever read apart from the ones i have in my studies, this was not recommended by anybody to me neither i found about it through media. something i remember back in the days i was there in my hometown for summer vacation and one of my cousins brought this book borrowed by her friend and she used to read this and sometimes tell me some instances of that book, after years when that thought of book clicked my mind out of nowhere i decided to give it a go, funny thing is i wasn't able to recall the book's name but still whatever hints i had about that story whatever pieces of that book title i could remember i with my whole heart investigated and finally i found the book, it was about a girl named ankita, so basically she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder that was the first time i ever heard of this mental condition so from the instances of the novel whatever i was able to understand about bipolar i decided to write a poem on the subject and that's how i wrote this one and i know it's too much info for a poem but i just want to tell why i got the inspiration to write each of my poems however feel free to skip to the poems if its too bothersome .

highs to lows I get the chills

lows to highs I get the feels

some days are happy, other nightmares

happy days like doors to the heaven

happy days like dancing over terror

then comes the gloomy time I scream in fear

gloom so gloomy I almost wither

confusing it is, is it sweat or tear?

Urge to reach heaven dominates within

Highs to lows

Why I get these feels?

3)May be

ahem ahem! this one is special to me because i myself wasn't able to digest that how the heck did i write this, my friends praised me for this one well coming to the main point why did i write this one and where did i get the inspo..this one is for a guy too but a different one not the one i mentioned before so, for your information let's say this question always wanders through my mind that what exactly love is, whenever i grow a liking to a guy it remains to the extent of a crush but this one was a little diffferent it felt lil more than a crush but i was still confused whether it's love or it's just me being delusional although i still don't have the answer to what love is or what it feels like i came up with this one in the process , hope you resonate with this one and for the guys who are reading this you may replace the him with her and the guy with girl .

is it love?

el oh wee ee in my heart

knock knock

are you love?

the ecstasy in my heart

the hurt in the heart

is this what you call love

no, not that love

maybe it's the glint in your eye when you talk about him

maybe it's the happening of the unhappen in this not so happening realm,

it's not love i guess it's maybe!

the desperation of the blurry guy in your dreams

love you think so

the voices scream!

4) Two stars

okay, this one is like really really connected to me and basically i tried to summarise my half of 2024 in this one but the thing is i wouldn't give the info about this one.. i leave it up to you try to come up with an interpretation of yours maybe you could connect this poem with one of your instances which would make it more fun and introspective for you, i think that's the beauty of poems you could come up with tons of different povs.

good luck with this one!

it's so quite in here why so!

i guess i know or maybe no

a glittering start in the sky

chasing me all the way

in the hue of my gray

a so simple star

shimmering like the sun trying to give me

not just little but entire of his charm

but i wanted the pole star

they call it stella polaris

but i called him my heart

got two choices now

the so simple star and my heart

in the end i chose none

they still call it stella polaris

but i called a simple star .

5)Ended?

this poem, nobody has read it except me and this is the first time i am sharing this on a platform, i wrote this one for one of my friends with whom because of some circumstances i drifted apart and yeah it made me feel sad so obviously i wrote this one because when their is an emotion there exists a poem.

and it just vanished

as if it never was

and now it's just me and my thoughts

leaning towards maybe i did something wrong

actually i did and now having choice but to

accept things as they are

letting go you say and it's hard

now care to bate an eye on me letting go

just when i started to want it a lil hard

i wouldn't call it a heartbreak

but deep down it really was

now all i can do is look at those souvenir which you left behind

now all i can do is look back and just see things as they are

i wouldn't call myself wrong but maybe i was

i feel a lil emotional but don't know for what

and it just vanished

as if it never was.

okayyy!! so yup this is it all the poems in this compilation although i have some of others too which i would love to share in the future for now have fun reading these ones and maybe leave a comment if you liked them.

HAPPY READING!