Demons

The past, the present is harsh and you know what the future will be like for you.

Every time you feel you fail, making mistake after mistake.

All these bad choices, you feel the wrong but you seen to not able to process it well.

You are now moving backwards and not forwards, Each day you feel the pain, have the thoughts and do the things you have to do to get by, And you have to face this no matter how broken you are, Even if you cannot take any more.

Hurting so much, no matter what you say the demons don't care.

Telling so much and the demons still don't get what words you speak.

Trying every time to get out how you truly feel, each time you get mad as they don't understand and they give you the same old words you hear from everyone.

Going over and over for each one, each one has there opinion, your crying so much they just don't get it, the emotions what are real.

You now feel like your going insane, built up all the fed-up anger, in your head, there's no help

I get it now as it is a weakness because it will keep going on once you start to feel it, And to you, you think they're taking it as some big joke.

Guess what they are, because who do understand? You wanna end your life and you're the selfish one.

So you think would I care to be selfish because it is selfish, the demons keeping you to suffer.

You wanna see yourself happy but the demons stop you.

With all the nagging, the different life matters and with you know how too much it is

Your stuck and who sees you stuck, no one knows what help helps? Wondering what to believe in, what to hope for? Because to you, you don't feel help helps.

You wanna end it all but you cant as you will be the hated selfish one so who are the demons here?