Broken promises

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for everything that’s ever came out of my mouth. All the lies. The empty promises. I didn’t mean to break them. I had ever intention of keeping them. But I just couldn’t anymore. Everything was crashing down, and hard. I needed to leave, to break free. I realize how stupid that was of me. Why couldn’t I just keep the promise.? Was it really that hard.? I keep thinking about it, over and over again. Never stopping. I want you to know I truly am sorry. I know I already broke the promise, but I refuse to do it again. I’m much stronger than this. Thank you for helping me realize it.