Blurred Vision

Little blurbs surround my head,

Words and thoughts stabbing

My temples, struggling to find a way

Inside my brain.

Inundated by what you just

Uttered to me,

My eyes sit in a glaze - 

Astigmatism mocks my vision,

Forcing me to blink away the tears;

Not allowing the emotion to settle

Because it lacks clarity;

I struggle to see straight.

Like a battle being waged

Against my beliefs -

You challenged everything I knew,

I lay here, uncertain

And unsure of what we shared

Or who you are;

So I close my eyes and fall

Asleep, hoping I don't awake

Blinded.