Blocked out Memory

It was meant to be a fun night.

With happiness and cheer

I don't remember happiness.

I don't remember cheer.

I remember being on the floor

Outside in the cold.

Tears streaming down my face and body shaking.

I don't remember what you did.

I don't remember what you said.

I blacked out

I only remembered sitting on the floor

Outside in the cold.

I was brought back in

People said you should apologise

You laughed picking up your can.

I don't want to remember.

I don't want to find out.

I would rather it stay

A blacked out memory