Bits and Pieces

You almost make me feel guilty

To have a heart or soul

You say there's no one out there for you

But you mean there's no one that can hurt you enough

Why do you have to feel constant pain?

I shouldn't ask that question

Because I feel the same when I'm in pain

It's almost a high

A reminder that you're alive

But something that makes you feel

And it's somehow familiar and safe

A fistful of thumbtacks in your mouth

And you say I can never love you

You remind me that no one can be as broken

As you

"I'm a drunk

A drug addict

A cheater

I'm not a good person"

"You shouldn't want to be with someone like me

You shouldn't care this much about me"

"Because your precious heart will end up in the dirt"

"You're sweet

You care (too much)

You have too many feelings"

Wanna know what your problem is?

You don't think you deserve happiness

You don't know what you deserve

No matter what you've done in life

You still deserve happiness

You want to live in constant pain?

I'll do that with you

Cheat on me

Hurt me

Splatter my heart all over hell

Tear me the fuck apart

I wouldn't want anyone else to do it

I don't want to be loved by you