
I force a smile across my face one more time
Another day lost I feel as though I am trapped in an endless maze
One could say it is just a phase
But I'm not sure that would be enough to explain this stage
A stage in my life where each day I walk about in a haze
Not sure if this is the life I truly want or just the one that I once made
The reflection in the mirror is not the same image that I see in my mind
A worn down soul I keep trying to hide
Where a courageous warrior once stood now has died
The masks we all wear, but what lurks beneath the surface
A scary place it all hides
Those deep down secrets everybody pretends aren't there as they continue to spread lies
There are few on this earth with no hidden agenda
They walk amongst the angels and continue to defeat their demons
If only for one day I would truly be surprised
If we all could take off our disguise would our souls reveal something sweet and loving, or a hideous dark thing lurking inside
The only way you can be certain is when you look into one's eyes
About the Creator
J.W. Baird
Who Am I?
I keep asking myself. I spent half of my life as a single mother. Pushing myself to be the strong independent individual that I have always been. My kids have grown and my life seems turned upside down.
I now search to find myself!


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