Unbecoming...

Life has a funny way of shaking things up

You come to realize you're really not that tough

I would have never thought I would be disabled not in a million years

I battle with my body and my mind it has been one of my biggest fears

To lose myself and all the things that made me great

Now I'm just a sad old soul filled with bitterness and hate

Day after day greeted with more doom and gloom from the last

I stare and laugh out in disbelief as I'm reminded of who I was in the past

A lil girl overflowing with hopes and dreams, a smile on her face, who loved to dance

I look back and think to myself, if only I had one more chance

I would do many things differently if I was able to start all over

I would become the person I was always meant to be, that is what I would discover

I am not meant to be the person who this world has shaped

I must unbecome the person you see today, I must try and escape