beginning

i wish i could go back in time to the start

before i lost my best parts of myself

back when my heart was not broken

i wish i never lost all of innocence so young

i wish i never experienced my first love

i lost who i was at such a young age

and it is getting to the stage

where i do not know who i am at all

and it is has been a long while

since on my face was a real smile

my happiness has been missing for far too long

i just need the courage again to be strong