because i know i have

Have you simply set down and contemplated how you have so many 'companions' yet in fact you have nobody?

Dislike you want to consider it however you do.

furthermore you begin to cry however you don't need anybody to hear you so you start to quiet cry

and it's the most over the top agonizing inclination since you want to shout and let every one of your feelings out

yet you put your hand over your mouth, shut your eyes, and lets the tears and your apprehensions devour you.

because i know i have

too many nights spent shedding these tears