Angel with a Broken Wing

I’m in heaven but I still feel so scared,

A constant feeling of impending doom,

Like something is about to snatch me any second,

I have no reason to worry

But I worry,

It is something I can’t escape.

What is it within me that I need to kill in order to free myself?

What is in my blood that's cursed me?

So much agony and misery caused the death of my heart,

What has become of me,

My own head has killed my heart,

Now I stand at the edge of heaven,

And wonder,

If the drop to earth will kill me,

I jump,

And as I fall from heaven,

I think,

About the death,

The death that may lie ahead,

And for once,

My body doesn’t shake,

My heart doesn’t quake,

I am not afraid

I feel safe,

With my eyes shut,

And death ahead,

There is nothing but,

Content.