Ambivalence in your name

my hand on your face, yours is on my waist. The memories wake.

All night we would lay, never running out of things to say. The intoxicating giggles in our laughter and play. The vigor it would bring.

Piece by piece i found my way. Was it falling all around me or falling into place? While that smile is decieving is always been my favorite place.

The time we waste, the movement is constant. Can never br replaced, the reality must be faced.

Like a drifter the dream fades, the kiss on my lips no longe lingers, it all slipped through our fingers. My screams of your name as I’m drowning in the pain. Echoes like the promises you made.

Bit by bit taken apart. Why am i lonely if you was there from the start. Still you stoood holding my heart.

Knocked down and leveled out, wreaking havoc. My deconstruction laid in your wake.

With every brick i lay I’m reminded of the ones you took away. Watching you dismantle my every part as As i beg you to stay.

I love you, i hate you. It all causes me pain, I’ll never be the same.