
Feeling Ambiguous
Never been quite able
To fit in
Pretending
Everything’s okay
The anguish never subsiding
Ready to fly (away)
To a place in the sky
Where I can be free
To just be me
Only deep down do I know the truth
Of the way it feels
To be so ambiguous
Stuck in hell, alone
On my own, tormented
No end in sight
Too broken to run
Feeling ambiguous, distraught
Never been quite able to fit in
I feel the numbness setting in
Will the world ever win?
Will we heal from the sins?
Will I ever fit in?
I’ve had enough
Nobody understands
What it feels like to be so ambiguous
About the Creator
Dana Toliver
I wrote my first poem in 1990 not realizing it would be the beginning of my book titled SOUL SEARCH'N available on Amazon, Barnes & Noble and Apple Books; the story of my life journey told through poems and short stories.



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