Always Been Heartbroken

love kind of let go of me

I tried and tried to tie it apart towards my chest.

it distanced itself from me in the end

it was bitter,

very bitter,

cruel for that matter,

love ended up being a person

who couldn't make up their mind

and was a walking math equation

that no one could figure out.

Mainly myself, who fought for faith and devoured strength

to hand out like flyers.

I was tossed around left and right

by whom I thought I'd stay for the rest of my life

but instead, she swept up all the love out of me and

left me empty on purpose.

Fall in love when you're ready,

as long as its someone who will be at an equal, dual point with you.

Just don't rely on them for your happiness

it'll leave you numb in the long run like a clawed out fruit.