Words come and go; some stay in anyone’s mind, especially those words that hurt, that make anyone tremble, feel hurt, to be dismantled without power, feel vulnerable. Words could hurt and create a poison state, a going in circle situation, and even worse they could bring hate where love was before. Those words were used for years as well as the grob parameter. Words hurt, words that come from frustration, dark places, revenge, discussions, fights and misunderstanding.
Words have the power to linger, particularly those that cause discomfort, wobbly mind, unstable unpeaceful body, and I did hurt you with those. Looking back, looking at now, I feel badly low, and I would like to apologize. Allowing me to apologize because those words came from the obscure traumas of frustration, self-loss, and bad choices.
I do hope for you to accept this apology, because I’m not drunk, or I’m don’t want to continue with this heavy fault on my stomach, I would like to burn those words that I said before. They don’t have meaning now, not even before.
Allowing me to apologize because I want peace, I want us to transform those words to positive ones, to a positive start no matter which word we use to describe our relationship. Sorry that I hurt you with all those blasphemy words that way.
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Lasha Desela
I'm a world traveler, educator, writer that loves to meet new people, share good conversations, articles, books and stories. I'm also a photographer, language enthusiast, music goer, technology keen and of course a foodie.
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Respect for owning up so honestly. It takes guts! We’ve all blurted out things from pain that don’t reflect our best selves. It’s human. 💖