god,
i wanted it
to be you
even if it
never was.
you were written
by my heart
i filled the oceans
with words
about you
you are perfect
but not for
me
because the question
that keeps me up
at night is
what does she have
that i don’t.
is her waist smaller
her hair softer
her laugh happier
you always hated
my darkness.
i hope you found
your light
because i lost mine
to you.
is hope she is
what you need
but also
i want her dead
cuz what about
me?
did i ever
mean anything
at all.
About the Creator
Sara
Don’t look for love.
Be love.




Comments (2)
Whoaaaa Sara, you have no idea how much I love this! It resonated so deeply with me! These are my favourite lines: What does she have that I don't You always hated my darkness. I hope you found your light because I lost mine to you I hope she is what you need but also I want her dead Did I ever mean anything at all
Nice! I'm an empath, so I'm always being influenced by others :)