All Her Dirty Secrets
Told to the Queen of the night

She certainly was an old one, so unique
An old soul, the perfect past life whisperer,
She has tried living in a number of places
Though not mentally involved enough for her.
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She was bored with this life, forever unsure
Wanting to be anywhere else but here,
She struggled to know what to do with herself
Her wildness refusing to give in to the fear.
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She was wound tight, pacing across the room
Worrying her lip as she thought it all through,
Her heart racing, pounding out its bloody beat
Her nerves stretched, pondering her point of view.
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The only time her tired soul would discover relief
Was when she allowed herself to love someone new,
She balked at this solution, as she is well aware
It never ended well for her, as time has proved.
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She knew of another solution, a way to find peace
At night, as she battles sleeplessness and regrets,
She would spend the time watching the bright moon
The Queen of the night, as she told her dirty secrets.
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I was on a leisurely stroll myself, one dark night
As I saw her sitting on her verandah, smiling gleefully,
She caught my eye, still smiling, and softly spoke
“I was the cause of the heavenly angels envy today
As my nightmarish demons finally bowed to me.”
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About the Creator
Colleen Millsteed
My first love is poetry — it’s like a desperate need to write, to free up space in my mind, to escape the constant noise in my head. Most of the time the poems write themselves — I’m just the conduit holding the metaphorical pen.



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