A.similie.AIN'T.me [Assimilate Me]

i don't want an advocate, nor do i care if you need to be my adversary. deligate discordance with unspoken intent as if it is a favor given to deny yourself involved. lament innocence, no more than an agent caught in the radius of conflict- the amount of possibility between throwing a tantrum or throwing in the towel dwarf the chances to withstand the fallout hand in hand not any new-clear option. you can enact your revised vision and keep your all or nothing tactics to yourself, or not- i accept you as you come, and still i do; not to limit by indiscretion or autonomy because this is not a competition of mutual exclusions. i am indifferent, and i am pragmatic, and you manifest as antagonism. the closer to the truth we get, the closer to a mutual reluctant exceptance of the other rather the story not redacted, without peremptory command of the narrative. the truth has more than one flavor but i bite my tongue to make half-truth taste like blood; i don't ask you to stop but i'll tell you when i've had enough. i won't ask you to make the goal to do what's right when you chose already knowing what it means to you, to me, to the ubiquitous and obligatory 'u' plus or minus 's'. if i don't dispute it that doesn't mean it's not worth fighting for; when i don't dispute it that just means you're not worth fighting with. i can't pretend a war does any one of us justice.