A PART OF ME

There is a part of me that I do not know

A part of me that does not exist

An empty space

An echo without a sound

A pain with no relief

And tears that can't be seen that never seem to cease from falling

Within,

I am distraught

Crumbling and deteriorating uncontrollably

Because I have a void I can not fill

Questions no one can answer

Or answers I will not accept

Because people I thought I could trust

I found out I couldn't

The ones I thought I loved

I really didn't

And those I thought loved me

I discovered they never did

Because there is a part of me that I do not know

A part of me that I have never known

A part of me that I have lost

And a part of me that I may never find

If I could only see his face again

I would stare at for so long

Because his face is a part of me

To hear his voice would mean so much to me

Because his voice may sound like mine

And I would embrace him because I love him

Even though I don't know im

But he is still a part of me

And he is the part of me that does not exist

The part of me that was lost

And the part of me I thought I'd never find

But the part of me that was missing

Is the part of me I hold so dear