A Loose Agreement

the silliness (in all probability)

is just a part of it (allegedly)

it's probably

being used

to mask something dire

but i can see my stupid

played out

in a dumb ass

slowwwwwwww-motion-videeeooo

a bad portrayal

of someone else’s work

a cringe that

hits your

fuckin teeth

repeatedly

through history

i can remember

who else can?

oh god

visually mental roll call

memories

and photos

are spilt

i'll prolly

hafta

geddem

kilt

stuff like that

goes right

todabone

it gets in

like this liquid

gets into

this chalk

(sorry Mrs Marsh but you knew way back then that one day it would come to this. you knew of the sowing and of the reaping. You knew that eventually oblique and strange homage would rekindle the aching for an age passed. I wish I could have known this then , you tried to tell us...)

this chalk this chalk

like the liquid in this chalk

like the liquid

like the liquid

like the liquid in this chalk

i didn't pause i didn't squirm

i didn’t even fuckin balk

a whole damn gunmetal grey

filing cabinet full

of fucking emotions

emoji’s and emoticons

literary surgery

i put a slice aside

i won't sit down for

a week or more

won't be hard

to hide

i'm a bit drunk

and stoned

my body

is rupturing words

but i can't

get them

all down

i need a fuckin union

this machine needs a ticket

see my sanity

taste my madness

it needs no name

it has no home