A heartfelt plea from a soul in despair,

What have i done wrong to you , i only loved you unconditionally , i only love you so muchhh.

Now you are doing this to me.

Am i that bad of a women, that I don’t deserve to meet my love or talk to him in this last final fleeting moments of life.

Why only i am wrong for loving you so much ?

Why have you not suffered ?

Why i only deserve this pain ?

Why it didn’t affected you ?

Why the pain is only for me ?

Why,

why,

Why only I'm in pain ?

Why my heart is exploding in guilt of loving you ?

Why my heart is hurting so much I can’t breathe ?

I really loved you more then anything in my life.

I really did .

And I regret doing that .

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.Ere the dawn breaks,:

He said he doesn’t want to hear more, that he has his limits and cannot cross them.

He insisted that we never speak of this again, making it clear that he's unwilling to stay.

I tried everything, every possible way to convince him, but he remained resolute.

He warned that if I continued pressing, he might start hating and resenting me.

It feels like I've reached the end of my efforts, and despite pouring my heart out, I’m left with this aching void.

I really tried everything I could, but it wasn’t enough.

I really tried everything,

I really did.