He, being not much over the tender age of three, vividly approached me in the middle of rem
Looking straight into my eyes, he speaks
“I’m sorry tiger, it’s all my fought”
Taken by surprise, I gazed back at the little fella
Something was off
I noticed it right away
He was clearly my elder, elder my
He was here way before I
Yet confronted with that obvious truth, I could not for the life of me comply
Which naturally lead me to the blatant question of why
Barely able to reach, he put his hand on my shoulder with a deeper compassion than a father ever could
“I should’ve zigged when I zagged”
“Worked harder to make them laugh”
“Put you in life where you and I both know you ought to be”
Needing someone to blame, I thought, I agree, but soon reminded myself of how this child before me is only about three
How could he possibly be responsible for all that would or could
Still, I said nothing, I only stood
Deep into his eyes, I was lost in the woods
Yearning to hear more of his words
Bread crumbs that would lead me straight out and into back in
Reluctant to follow although I desperately needed to hear
“It’s ok young man, you can blame me, you have my permission,” he said
Standing together clutched at the altar, I wanted to say I do, but the tears began flowing instead
I couldn’t put all that blame on such an innocent and green figure
But I said nothing at all to dispute it
Saying no more, our eyes became a flowing sea
As we just let it all be
Mutually agreeing to spend the little time we had left together reminiscing about the past and the future

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