aAa team

We were always on the same team

Crossing paths until we were ready to meet

We ride waves, they stream

You give me hope in these hopeless songs i sing

Sometimes you push me away

I cry and beg you to stay

But I’ve been having these days

where i can’t find a way

to express my feelings

You keep me afloat, you see me sinking

Yet we both know we’re still bleeding

on broken pieces that can’t be repaired

Wasted years trying to fix a mask, avoiding stares

Realizing they just hide behind what’s left of theirs

Gifted misfits getting nowhere

Addictive chemicals everywhere

I’ll admit I’m a bit hypocritical and it’s not fair

But don’t forget it’s because i care

I wouldn’t dare lose a gift this rare

But to honest, isn’t it about to be the same day?

Trapped in the abyss, live in it, allow pain to replay,

Rehab.. now this, a little sip, we slipped away.

In this moment

the ones who feel the most alone

in the most despair, are out there speaking the same prayer while their love coincides in the air

All i know is this pain is incredibly lonely

So my soul remains bare, for your heart only

It’s getting colder, please.. please just hold me

Not ready to grow older but it’s already happening

I cry..

you’re out there without me by your side

I lie..

But still acutely aware this is just borrowed time

You brought me safety but you needed saving too

Even when we’re fighting, your my baby, i need you

I’ll always be a safe haven you can run to

Now that i have you..

pure ecstasy couldn’t get me this high

You are my cloud nine

bringing me a celestial bliss..

maybe that kiss of death isn’t mine

I tried push you away

You never left, you always stay

But I keep having these days

where i can’t find a way

to express my feelings

tell me what you’re thinking

You keep me afloat, you see me sinking

But we don’t let it show, we’re both still bleeding

I don’t know where I’ll go, not a clue

but to tell you the truth

I’ll find peace in the fire with each memory of you

I’m by your side when I’m not there

We coincide in this nightmare

My love you surpasses any combination of letters

It’s the little things, i miss you wearing my sweater

You’ve changed my life for the better

You have me eternally, you have me forever

I would burn to return the peace you brought me

i worry about you all the time

I would burn so the yet to be will stay as nothing

I worry when these souls align to a spine

I yearn the time before i found mine

I burn as they dance in the sunshine

What if I’ll never rest because my blood line

Up my nose, across a page, down my arm

Before i met you i needed line after line but..

You brought me serenity and I’ll do anything for you

You’re always going to be my baby, you’re all i need

I’ll be a safe haven to run to so you can breathe

I don’t know how but honestly

pure ecstasy couldn’t get me this high

You are my cloud nine

bringing me a celestial bliss..

You showed me that kiss of death isn’t mine