2a.m Thoughts

I wish you all the pain in the world And all the pain in the Multiverse

I wish that emptiness that you feel lingers forever

And if you believe there's life after death, then I wish it follows you to and way past the grave

I don't regret loving you But I wish I looked away I wish I didn't respond

Or let you put your nose in my business - when there's so much cocain in the world.

I wish I didn't kiss you or drive to you coz I was madly, obsessively inlove with you

That way I wouldn't have given in.

The person you love the most,

I wish they hurt,

They hurt so much their pain tears you apart,

Though it sounds cruel, I wish they deem you useless and helpless that the emptiness you feel, feels so full that you drown in nothing You choke, gag and gasp with your emptiness

But then again I wish you would be happy and know no pain

I wish you could be content.

But you...

You are so hallow contention is a thing of fantasies and fairytales.