03.05.21

How can we be a foot from eachother but miles apart?

How can we tell each other we love the other when all we feel deep down is sorrow?

Why is it that I cry myself to sleep over your indifference while I make your coffee in the morning?

You are numb and cold and distant.

I am fragile, weak and in pain

I need strength to stand up and move away

Cause you're suckling all I have left.

We've talked and talked and talked and talked and talked more than a news anchor on the tele.

But what good is that when it's all the same?

Why can't I just leave?

That love I've declared for you still rings true.

But love isn't enough to push through

That phrase from the Bible,

I think of it often....

It's held me tight, like a bolt

You can't nudge out.

I want you to realize that I am right in front of you begging for you to love me back with the same intensity as I love you.

I can't hold on forever.

Don't let it be too late.

'Cause love isn't enough for me to wither in despair.